~FrostDragonVacu

Just a bit of my world for everyone to enjoy, seeing as how I have very few people to talk to it's nice to get some things off my mind.

I've been feeling a bit lonely, I can't help but feel blame towards my sis whom has had her friends over our house almost everyday or has gone out everyday. This usually leaves me to entertain myself, hence the large quantities of time wasted online doing nothing. Half of the time I'm staring at an empty internet screen waiting for someone to IM me. I'd play a video game, but that would only make me feel even more alone. Maybe I'm just depressed, oh well.

I have gotten to see WALL-E, a movie I've been waiting half a year for. It made me want to cry, partially because it was cute and reminds me of my favorite movie [Short circut] the other reason is not so important.

School is starting up soon and I'm gonna be home alone a lot more. I need to think up a schedual to keep me from sleeping 12 hours a day, what am I a freaken cat? But I digress, a lot of my friends are going to college in the Fall and I'm gonna be stuck home 'till January before I move out of state for animation. At least that'll be fun.

At the mall a few days ago I ran into someone I sat with in lunch for two years in a row in high school. I found out that she's a really impressive writer, isn't that cool. I told her that since I'm going to learn animation if she ever wanted something made into a short or a movie she could just E-mail me.

Oh another thing, I got a box of clay and started making little figures. I might take a few and put them up for auction at Otakon depending on if I'm willing to part with them. I made navi, some mudkips, a chocobo, and a few other zelda related thins. I'd take pictures but my camera is dead and I have no idea where the charger is, oh well.

Otakon's gonna be here in a couple of weeks and our costumes are almost done, I just hope that doing a four person cosplay won't cause any problems. One of us has been complaining a bit about wanting to hang out in one place over another and may cause some trouble to the Otakon experiance. I don't want another '05 experiance I was crying for a good 20 mins and skipped the last day, worst year ever.




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Emo mind state warning, read at your own expence
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Like I've stated in like the first sentence, I've been feeling really lonely. Over a course of time I've sat back and watched as all of my friends began dating and getting jobs and have noticed that I'm so far behind. I've never dated, never had a job, plus I'm meek and passive.

I can never strike up or hold a conversation because to me it seems as if my words are not of importance to anyone. All of my friends have my phone number, e-mail, and AIM and yet the only time I get an IM is if I IM someone first and the only emails I get are spam and from my family members. My phone makes a list off all the calls that are to me and about 80% of them are from my mom.

Most of the time I feel like I'm only there to listen. I do it very well; recently I've started stuttering on my words. Inexperianced in conversing I'm loosing my ability to sound as smart as I am.

It's 2 in the morning I'm off to bed, I predict that within 24 hours this journal will have 2-4 comments if I make no replies. I wish it would be more but even though over 60 people watch this DA, only about 5 actually leave comments.

Infected..... infected....infect-infect-infect-------

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.



:3 do it or i'll eat your brains.

I may or may not color drawings and i'll try to draw just about anything that isn't mature content.[no nudity or anything past it.]

infect-ect-ect-ect-ect...ed-ed-ed

I was talking to my mom about how I'd like to have a table at Otakon one year to sell some artwork. Surprisingly enough she said I might be able to get one if I wanted since they're only $70, but I'm not sure if I want to miss out on so much of Otakon. Another problem is that I'm planning on joining the costume contest and then there's the gaia pannel and stuff.

So I was wondering, should I get a table and sell some art?



Also I'd like some suggestions on things I could make to sell. I'd like to make little animal cards and maybe a fan art or something.

Want to sugest some themes for poster like drawings or animals that I could adorabl-ify?

I was telling myself if I can get together 10 or more things to sell by july 4th, the cut off date for getting a table at the artist alley, I might get the table.

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Also, a while ago my Oblivion game was ruined beyond repair. D: I was sooooooo sad, I was totally running from the imperial guards since I kinda stole from the queen of bruma. I was just about to talk to my fence and all of a sudden the game stopped and the error message 'cannot read disk' came up. Dx I was pisssssssed!

BUT everything is better now, cause my mom bought another game! Plus, she got FEAR, the only game that should be feared. XD My sis wants to play it tonight, I'm so going to piss myself.

Yeah, one of my dragon drawings has been featured on the 42 issue of The Dragons of deviantART: [link]
Someone appearently suggested my piece Dragon and Souls [link] for the article and the author accepted it. So cool. I'd like to thank who ever suggested it, Thank youuuuu!
It's things like this that make people feel special, I feel so special X3

Psssst if your going to Otakon 2008 check out this journal: [link]

-Badges for Otakon-

Badge to do list:
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[more to add if needed]

Finished
1. 's Floof
2. 's Kase


!Spotting me!

I really shouldn't be hard to find at all. I'm going as green Link from the Four Swords Adventure game. I usually hang around the Artist Alley and I'm gonna be with four other Links [red, blue, purple and dark]


THIS IS ONLY IF YOU ARE GOING TO OTAKON!
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I'd prefer if the characters or whatever is gonna be made into a badge were original or personas or something. : D
They're gonna be free so you don't have to worry about paying for them... unlessImhungrythenyoumighthavetogetmeaboxofpockytoclaimyours.

The badges will be labled by DA account names so don't forget yours or you aren't getting your badge.

They might come with free string if you are lucky! : D
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THIS IS ONLY IF YOU ARE GOING TO OTAKON!